For anyone who has dealt with depression, you know it's completely illogical. Every time I can feel myself slowly toeing my way to the edge, I always, without fail, try to figure out the reason I'm feeling this way. With depression, there doesn't have to be a reason and more often than not, there isn't one.
In fact, I have so many things to be excited for right now. Let's list them starting by importance.
- I was recently introduced to Color Street. This means I can do my own nails for $7.00, it takes me less than 10 minutes AND THEY DON'T LOOK LIKE SHIT! Okay, maybe this shouldn't have taken my number one spot on the list but I was pretty excited. Just look! Fine. Whatever. Let's just move on.
- After a year and a half and close to $20,000.00, we FINALLY got the permits, approval and all necessary hoop jumping out of the way so we can start building our home in the woods. I don't think I've ever written about this but quite awhile ago, E2 and I purchased some land in one of the canyons here in Utah where Erik plans to build a cabin and I plan to let Milo raise Rowan because it's a cabin. In the woods. With snow for the majority of the year. In the woods.
- I started my own business. Not really something I ever thought about doing before. I don't even know where the idea came from but I got it in my head one day. Decided I wanted to do it. So I did it. And I have no idea what I'm doing. The more I learn about every aspect of it, the more I realize there is SO much to learn. But it's mine. And I love it. This is my little bidness if you want to check it out.
- IT'S OCTOBER!!!!! Which means it's Halloween. Which means it's totally okay to dress your loved ones up and the world totally can't call you a raging weirdo.
- My little Ro-Boat is still the most amazing little human being in my entire world and he makes my heart want to explode when I look at him. I mean...hello!! Sweet little babe! For the record, #5 is actually my #1. Obviously.
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When you get noodles plopped on your head and freeze for a solid 6 seconds because what...just...happened? |
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Squishiest little chef. |
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Oh Baby! Go Baby! |
So, obviously I have no right to be depressed about anything and besides, "Never tell your problems to anyone...20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them".
Thanks Lou Holtz. Nothing like a good kick to the face that only brutal honestly can offer.